Uplift – January 20, 2017

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And hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit that has been given to us
Romans 5:5

 

There are days when hope is hard.
Not just a little hard, but really, really, hard.
Today is one of those days for me.
So I need this verse.
I need some hope.
Remember, from previous uplifts, that hope means “the expectation of good.”
That we expect good things to come.
I don’t know about you, but I need some of that today.
And I need the reminder that hope isn’t the same thing as being ok,
or being happy
or having our act together.
Hope isn’t even believing things will be better tomorrow,
or the next day,
or even the next.
Hope is believing that whatever is going on,
It can be redeemed.
It will be made new.
It will get better.
This is frustrating for us fixers.
When we want to make things better for those around us.
It’s frustrating for those of us who are struggling, because we WANT to believe that things will get better but it just doesn’t FEEL like they ever will.
But this is when hope is the most important.
The most needed.
You know how sometimes, when you are in the dark, your eyes find the tiniest amount of light there and use it to see?
That’s hope.
Hope is the tiniest spark, the smallest glimmer of light in the darkness.
It’s there.
I promise it’s there.
And it can light up the darkest dark,
the saddest sad,
the scariest fear,
the worst life has to offer…
Hope is there.
The Apostle Paul says that hope does not disappoint us, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts… it’s already there.
It has already been given to us.
Love wins.
Love doesn’t always win the day.
It doesn’t always win the week,
But it always wins in the end.
That is what we hope in and for.
And hope does not let us down.  

There’s a poem I love, the first one I ever learned from memory, by Emily Dickinson, called “Hope is the thing with feathers” that fits today perfectly.

“Hope” is the thing with feathers –
That perches in the soul –
And sings the tune without the words –
And never stops – at all –
And sweetest – in the Gale – is heard –
And sore must be the storm –
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm –
I’ve heard it in the chillest land –
And on the strangest Sea –
Yet – never – in Extremity,
It asked a crumb – of me.

Hope doesn’t ask a thing of us.
It’s just there.
Singing without stopping.
Keeping us warm.
Reminding us that love will win.
We’re going to be ok you guys.
We’ve got this.

Sermon, January 15, 2017

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Title: Come and See
Scripture: Isaiah 49:5-7; John 1:35-42

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There are certain things in life that you can’t describe with words.
You just have to experience it.
I mean, you can try.
You can tell someone how awesome it is and show pictures, but eventually you say, you just gotta go and see it.

Like the Northern Lights.
Grand Canyon
Mt Kilimanjaro (really any huge mountain)
Machu Picchu
Yosemite Valley
Salt Flats in Bolivia or Utah
(I’m basically reading you my travel bucket list right now)

You just have to experience it to really understand.

This is also how I feel about the beach.
Not MN beaches, but big sugar sand beaches like in Florida or even Lake Michigan.
Sure, it’s beautiful in pictures, but in real life, it is so much more.
It does something to me. To my heart.
And a picture, even a video, though I always take plenty of each… they are just not enough.
You have to be there.

Today Jesus tells his first potential followers to “come and see.”
Come and see.
I can tell you what I’m going to do, what this will be like, but it’s better if you come along with me and see it for yourselves.
You have to experience it to really understand.
Come and see.

The scene is set here quite nicely.
We’ve moved out of Matthews’s Gospel and into John’s Gospel this week, just for today.
And we come across John the Baptizer with his followers.  
Verse 29: The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and declared: Here is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!”
John was a Rabbi. He was doing some interesting stuff and despite being kind of a crazy guy, he had people trying to learn from him.
So John is hanging out and sees Jesus out walking and shouts to anyone in hearing distance – LOOK. That guy, that one right there, is the Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world. And guess what else?  When I baptized him, which he said had to happen, the Spirit came out of the sky and the voice of God told us that this is the son of God.  I was there. I saw it happen.
Now if you are standing there, listening to John, your rabbi, tell you that this other guy is the real deal, what would you do?
If your job as a pupil, a disciple, is to learn at the feet of your rabbi and he points out this other rabbi as the son of God – what would you do?
We’d start to wonder.
Maybe we should stop being with this guy, and go with this Jesus guy.
I mean, even our own rabbi says this Jesus is the Son of God.
No. NO. That’s risky.
We don’t have enough information.

Verse 35-36: The next day John again was standing with two of his disciples, and as he watched Jesus walk by he exclaimed, Look here is the Lamb of God!”
LOOK YOU GUYS THAT IS THE LAMB OF GOD.
John is so awesome here. And so out of character.
For a Rabbi, you don’t tell your disciples to go follow someone else.
That’s not what you do.
You teach your disciples the things you believe about scripture and send them off to do the same.
So to look at his people and say hey you guys go with that guy… that’s almost unheard of.
So two of his disciples go and follow Jesus as he walks on.

Verse 38a: When Jesus turned and saw them following, he said to them, “What are you looking for?
These are the first words Jesus speaks in John’s Gospel.
What are you looking for?
The better translation of the original Greek would be “What are you seeking?”
Jesus does not pull any punches here does he?
He doesn’t say “what do you want?”
He doesn’t say “what can I do for you?”
He says “What are you seeking?”
This is not a surface-level question.
What is it, at your core, that you need?
We ask this question of ourselves on occasion.
When we seek wholeness, purpose, or meaning in our lives, we are asking ourselves this same question.
It’s HEALTHY to ask ourselves this question.
What am I doing?
What is my life about?
What am I seeking?
Also, I love that Jesus begins his time as a teacher not with the right answer or doctrine or rules and regulations, but with a question.
A question.

Verse 38b: They said to him – Rabbi (meaning teacher) where are you staying?
Notice, they call Jesus Rabbi here.
He hasn’t given permission, or any kind of test to pass, or hoops to jump through,
They just call him teacher.
This is what they want.  They want to learn from him.  They want to follow him.
And so they ask: Where can we find you Jesus? Where are you staying?
Verse 39a: Jesus said to them, “Come and see.

Three little words.
But they tell us so much about what we can expect from Jesus.  
They tell us so much about what it means to follow Jesus.
We can’t just talk about it.
We can’t just hear about it.
We have to come and see.
Jesus tells these guys, if you want to know what I’m about – you have to come and see.

If you want to know the word made flesh, come and see Jesus. If you want to know what love is like, come and see Jesus. If you want to experience God’s glory, to be filled with bread that never perishes, to quench your thirst with living water, to be born again, to abide in love, to behold the light of the world, to experience the way, the truth, and the life, to enter into life everlasting, . . . if you want to know God, come and see Jesus. (Audrey West, Prof at Lutheran Theological Seminary, Chicago)

Come and See.
Jesus reminds us today that no matter what we are seeking – be it wholeness or purpose or meaning –
The only place we’ll really find it, is by being with Jesus.


Verse 39b:
they came and saw where he was staying and they remained with him that day.  It was about 4 o’clock in the afternoon.
This is a strange point to make here.
Doesn’t it seem odd to take note of an arbitrary moment in time?
But this is the moment these guys’ lives changed forever.
4 o’clock in the afternoon.
That’s when they became disciples of Jesus.
The one they’d been waiting for.
The son of God, the lamb of God, as John had said.
This isn’t actually that unusual.
We all know the times when our lives changed forever?
A wedding date.
The birth day and time of your child or children.
The day you heard “you have cancer”
The day someone you love died.
These are all moments that we remember.
The day and time gets stuck in our mind.
Verse 39b: they came and saw where he was staying and they remained with him that day.  It was about 4 o’clock in the afternoon.
They remembered this day.
It was an important day. It was the day everything changed.

Verse 40-42: One of the two who heard John speak and followed Jesus was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother. Andrew first found his brother and said to him, “We have found the Messiah”
Andrew brought Simon to Jesus, who looked at him and said “You are Simon, song of John. You are to be called Peter.”

Andrew goes to his brother and says, OH my gosh Simon you’ll never believe this but we found the ONE.
You have to come and see.
Come and see.
Andrew can’t keep this to himself!
Before he does anything else, follows Jesus out of the city, or to the next thing – he goes and tells his brother. Come and see Simon.
“Come and see” is something that spreads.

Again, we experience this all the time.
We see a tv show we love and we tell someone, oh my gosh you just have to watch _____
Or we discover a new song and send the link to friends on social media. This song changed my LIFE we say.
We are wired for come and see.
This is why when we hear a personal story about how someone has experienced God we find it so incredibly powerful and moving.
And this is why inviting people to church matters.
Come and see.
You see, Prince of Peace.
I think we have something unique here.
No, I KNOW we have something unique here.
Week after week, we come and see.
We gather together and get a glimpse of God.
That’s what happens.
That’s what you feel when your heart connects to something you’ve seen or heard.
There are a lot of churches where this doesn’t happen.
But it happens here.
So we need to go out and tell people – not come to my church the kids programs are great (though that’s true) – but come and see.
You are looking for purpose and meaning and a whole life?
I’ve found that.
Come and see.

We have been called.
We have been claimed.
We have been told to come and see.
We have followed Jesus.
We go out and tell others to come and see.
The story of these disciples is OUR STORY.
Come and See Jesus says to us.
To you.
Come and see what I am doing.
Come and see what it means that you are loved.
Come and see how far I’ll go to show you.

Come and see.

 

AMEN.

 

Uplift – January 13, 2017

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Oh send out your light and your truth, let them lead me;
let them bring me to your holy hill, and to your dwelling.

Psalm 43:3

We had a music therapist come teach us at our recent Cancer Support Group and oh man it was so cool.

Music is amazing.
It literally heals us.  Did you know that?
Music can calm you down, slow your respiratory and heart rate, lower stress, make you feel understood, connect you to yourself and each other… it’s just amazing.
I sang in a choir in college that held hands while we performed, and a study on this kind of singing showed that our heart rates would beat in time to the music and to each other.
Isn’t that incredible?
Music is IN us.  It’s innate.

So this week, I have a song for us as the uplift.
It’s called “My Lighthouse” by Rend Collective, and it’s a song that I listen to whenever I’m struggling or having a bad day.  Somehow it always makes me feel better.
It acknowledges that life gets crappy.  
Really crappy sometimes.
And yet, there’s a light, bringing us safely to shore.

The uplift verse today is what they based this song on – about a light that brings you safely to shore when the seas get rocky and you aren’t sure you can weather the storm.
Lighthouses are built on rocks, so they last, and so they are seen.
And that is God for us.
Standing strong.
Shining a light into the darkest of nights,
the foggiest of days,
the roughest storms.
Bringing us safely to shore, on that solid ground again.
Look at the lyrics below, (oh they are just SO GOOD)
See the many, many, promises contained in them,
and then listen.

In my wrestling and in my doubts
In my failures You won’t walk out
Your great love will lead me through
You are the peace in my troubled sea

In the silence, You won’t let go
In the questions, Your truth will hold
Your great love will lead me through
You are the peace in my troubled sea

My Lighthouse, my lighthouse
Shining in the darkness, I will follow You
My Lighthouse, my lighthouse
I will trust the promise,
You will carry me safe to shore

I won’t fear what tomorrow brings
With each morning I’ll rise and sing
My God’s love will lead me through

Uplift – January 6, 2017

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When they saw that the star had stopped, they were overwhelmed with joy. On entering the house, they saw the child with Mary his mother; and they knelt down and paid him homage. Then, opening their treasure chests, they offered him gifts of gold, frankincense, and myrrh.
Matthew 2:10-11

Today is Epiphany.
It’s the day that the wise men come and celebrate the baby Jesus.

These guys had been following this star for awhile.
And when it stopped, the text says “they were overwhelmed with joy.”

Why?
What was the cause?
Is it because the anticipation was so great and when they were finally where they had been going they just couldn’t handle it anymore and got overwhelmed?
Or is it because they were so happy to have the journey done?

I honestly don’t have the answer for this.
But I think it’s some kind of combination of both.
I don’t think they knew what to expect, only that it was going to be big.
And after traveling for so long, they were SO CLOSE…
Have you ever been so tired of traveling you just cried when you finally got to where you were going?
It’s important to recognize that they haven’t even seen Jesus yet,
but already they are overwhelmed with joy.

The Greek here translated literally is “they rejoiced with an exceedingly great amount of joy”
I love this.
Like a joy explosion.
In the midst of their exhaustion and confusion and yes, even fear (they knew Herod was trying to use them to kill this new savior, after all) they responded with joy that just couldn’t be contained.

They know that this Jesus person is going to change everything and even though they don’t quite understand it or know what it means or even fully experience it, they rejoice.

Because today – on Epiphany, Christ is revealed.
(that’s actually what the word means you know)
This person that we’ve been waiting for, the one we keep hearing about – is here.
And even though we don’t fully understand it all,
and don’t always know what it means,
when we don’t know what is coming next,
we still know it’s a big deal.
Jesus has come – and we rejoice.

I think joy is a tricky thing.
We often confuse it with happiness.
But joy isn’t the same at all.
Joy stays.
Joy is there even when things don’t look good.
When you’re tired and scared and unsure.
Joy can even be there when you’re unhappy.
Because Jesus coming into this broken world and into all the things that make it dark and scary, like loss and heartbreak and death and sickness…  Jesus coming into THIS world means those things don’t win.
They will never win.

You guys.
Jesus has come.
For you.
FOR YOU.
It’s time to let that sink in and have your own epiphany.
Let it overwhelm you with joy.

Joy explosions. Everywhere.

Sermon: January 8, 2016

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Scripture: Isaiah 42:5-9; Matthew 3:13-17
Title: Pure Promise

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Before we get going any further this morning, I think it’s important to acknowledge that Jesus’ baptism and our own baptisms are not the same thing.

We are not Christ. We are baptized into Christ.
In our baptisms we join our lives with Christ.  
So since Jesus can’t be baptized into himself, can’t join his life to himself, there is obviously another reason for Jesus to come to John and ask to be baptized.
John even knows that Jesus doesn’t need baptism in the same way everyone else does –
He says “Um – no Jesus.  You should be baptizing me, not the other way around.”
But Jesus says that this is the way it has to be – so people know and understand.
People were wondering and questioning whether or not Jesus was the promised King, the savior they had been waiting for, and his baptism and subsequent acknowledgment by God is what was needed.
Jesus goes into the water in order that people recognize him for who he is.
Just in case there is any doubt.
And as he gets baptized the skies open up and the voice of God tells all of those around him that yes, this is the one they are waiting for.
Jesus is who you are hoping he is.
And , God says, he is beloved.

Remember Jesus hasn’t done anything yet.
His ministry as the Savior hasn’t yet begun.
I like to imagine he threw temper tantrums like any other two and three year old. He added some sass into the mix around elementary school age, and developed a sullen attitude during his teenage years.
And still – he is called beloved.

Our baptisms, though different, are still important too.
Not to be named as the long awaited savior, as much as we may wish that to be the case, but because we need what baptism brings us.

When I sit at my desk – there are a few things in my field of vision that are reminders as I work and write and read and plan.
The first – is called the “Girl Power Manifesto” buy Jennifer Pastiloff.
It goes:
I promise to not be a jerk to myself (ok it doesn’t say jerk but we’re in church so)
Heck (also not what it says), I promise to love myself.
I will remember that my self-worth is not based on what I look like,
How much I weigh,
How many followers I have,
Or any other stupid crap that has nothing to do with who I am.
I will empower other girls and women.
I will be kind. Fiercely kind.
I will have a sense of humor.
I will do my best not to gossip, create drama, or judge others (or myself).
I will remember that just because I’ve had a bad day,
Doesn’t mean I have a bad life.
And even on the crappiest days, I will remember this:
I am enough.

Then, if I turn my head to the right – just above my phone, I see this sign:


You are Always Enough.

And then, for all those times when I’m NOT in my office, I have this: (pic)

Yeah. I put the ultimate reminder of my enough-ness on myself.
Permanently.

There’s a reason I have all of these things around me and on me at all times.
It’s because the rest of the time, the world is trying to tell me that what I am, what I do, how I look, who I know, is more important than who God has told me I am.
All the time.

Matthew 3:17 – And a voice from heaven said, “This is my Son, the Beloved, with whom I am well pleased.”

Oh so many lovely words to dig into here – God calls Jesus his beloved – and the word there in Greek is agapetos – coming from the root agape which means unconditional love. So agapetos means unconditionally loved. God is naming Jesus his unconditionally loved Son.
But agapetos can also mean worthy of love.
Worthy of love.

Author Rachel Held Evans says that “baptism doesn’t make you a child of God, it merely acknowledges your existing belovedness”
Jesus didn’t begin to be loved by God at his baptism, it was an acknowledgement of something that already existed.

So baptism does give us something – but it’s not something on checklist or some kind of requirement.
It’s an identity.
A name.
A new name.
The only name we need.
Beloved.
Baptism is a naming.
We are named child of God and that is enough.
Hear me say it.
That is enough.

The world is going to try to tell us differently.
OH will it.
Just today, walking out of this place, I will be told I’m not pretty enough, not thin enough, not fit enough, not rich enough, not powerful enough, not popular enough,
not enough…

My 6 year old is in 1st grade and in this first half of the year alone, she’s come home to tell us that someone told her that her head is too big, she’s fat, she’s not smart, she isn’t a good draw-er,
I mean geeeez. We start em young.
And these messages get into our minds and create doubts that carry all the way well into adulthood:  and they all say one thing.
Who you are on your own is not enough.
You need to do more.
Be better.
Try harder.
You need to be like everyone else.
You are not enough.
We forget.
We have been claimed and named beloved and we forget.
All the time.

Martin Luther said that we need the daily reminder of our baptism, and even though social media wasn’t a thing in the 1500s, he understood that the world is always going to tell us that we are not enough. And he knew that there was only one thing that could fight against it.
Our identity as children of God.

So today – we are going to have a time of remembrance.
This is to remember the promise you have been given.
The name of beloved.
The acknowledgement of who you have always been and always will be.
And we need it.
All the darn time.
So today we’re going to come forward at the guidance of the ushers and receive a cross on our forehead, and hear the words spoken to us: You are a beloved child of God.
And we’ll let that be enough.
So let’s say it together, before we hear it spoken individually –

I am a child of God, and I am enough. (say it)

Again, this time with your eyes closed:  I am a child of God, and I am enough.

**remembrance**

You are a child of God, and you are enough.
So do we LIVE freely in that promise.
But we don’t stop there.
We can’t stop there.
Our Gospel text ends today with this promise of God that is revealed in baptism, but it goes on from this place, and this is not where Jesus stops either.
He doesn’t spend a lot of time just reveling in the promise he’s been given.
The new identity.
He goes out into the wilderness.
And is immediately confronted with all the messages and identities the world wants him to take on instead.

Same with us.
We might be feeling pretty great right now.
We’ve been renewed in our own identity as a beloved child of God.
But we’re going to walk outside and immediately be bombarded with everything telling us that being a child of God is not enough.

And it is.

You’ve been uniquely created and uniquely gifted by a loving God and called beloved.
That will never ever change.
You can’t lose it, it doesn’t go away.
But we have a choice.  

We can spend our lives trying to be good enough for the world. or we can be who we are created to be. 

I know which one I am going to choose – how about you?

One more time let’s say it – I am a child of God, and I am enough. 

Sermon – January 1, 2017

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Scripture: Isaiah 63:7-9, Matthew 2:13-21
Title: Be it Resolved

Happy New Year!

I don’t know what brought you here this morning – maybe, like me, you no longer stay up to watch the transition between years, and so since you were up anyway, here you are.
Maybe your last few days or weeks haven’t been the greatest for you and you needed this place on this day.
Maybe you came this morning because you’ve resolved to come to church more, and it would seem like a bad start to miss the FIRST SUNDAY of the new year.

Whatever brought you here today – welcome.  Good morning.  Happy New Year.

 

This morning’s texts give us a quick departure from the happiness of the holiday season.  Many of us are still right in the midst of parties and joyful gatherings, some today and tomorrow even.

So it’s difficult to come to church and hear such a dark text in today’s Gospel.
And yet – it doesn’t really feel all that out of place.
How many of you have a new year’s resolution?
Why do we resolve new things each year? To be resolved is to decide firmly on a course of action. And in a time of transition like a new year, it feels like the right time to make resolutions.
I think we like the new beginning, the feeling of a fresh start, especially after a sometimes unexpectedly tough year.   

Many of us have experienced a really difficult 2016, losing loved ones, some feeling their safety in the world is compromised, others experiencing health scares and losses of independence.

It’s 2017 today – and no matter how much we want it to, somehow a new year doesn’t just erase all of the things that have happened.  
Oh we want it to.
But it doesn’t.
So here we are, come to church with our fresh outlook on 2017, ready to begin anew with light and life and love and we hear about darkness and fear and death.

13 Now after they had left, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, “Get up, take the child and his mother, and flee to Egypt, and remain there until I tell you; for Herod is about to search for the child, to destroy him.” 14 Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother by night, and went to Egypt, 15 and remained there until the death of Herod.

For the family of Jesus, the joy and celebrations of his birth are literally just ending, the visitors are heading home, Mary can finally get some rest, and then Joseph is visited by an angel in a dream.
The angel doesn’t bring good news this time,  doesn’t tell him to not be afraid, no, this angel tells Joseph to leave because he is in danger.

Go… flee.
The word used there implies action, and quick action.
Don’t take your time Joseph. Go. Go now.
And he does.
Joseph gets up, and in the cover of night, the family runs away to Egypt.

Do you know what word is defined as: “a person who has been forced to leave their country in order to escape war, persecution, or natural disaster” ?  

Refugee.

Jesus and his family were refugees.

 

Last year during our Good Friday services, we read sonnets about the road to the cross written by poet Malcolm Guite.  He has written a poem called “Refugee” about this Sunday’s Gospel and I’d like to read a part of it here this morning:

Refugee – by Malcolm Guite
We think of him as safe beneath the steeple,
Or cosy in a crib beside the font,
But he is with a million displaced people
On the long road of weariness and want.
For even as we sing our final carol
His family is up and on that road,
Fleeing the wrath of someone else’s quarrel,
Glancing behind and shouldering their load.
Jesus, son of God, was a refugee.
I don’t think we like to think about this.
I think it actually makes us pretty uncomfortable.
We like to think of the birth of Jesus like a warm happy glowing Christmas card.
Peace on earth, goodwill toward all.
But that is not the world which Christ was born into.
No, Christ was born into Herod’s world.
And Herod was not the best guy.
He was a powerful ruler who had just heard there was a baby born that was going to rule the world.
If you were the guy in charge, and heard this, it might not be good news to you like it was to the shepherds and outcasts and those under Roman rule.
If you were the Roman ruler, this was definitely BAD news.
So Herod acts.


Christ comes into the world.
And then is run out of his home because of violence and hatred.
Jesus and his family, running for their lives, go to Egypt.

What do the Egyptians do?
When faced with the refugee crisis in today’s Gospel, what do they do?
Maybe they should legislate.
Maybe they will turn it into a political issue.
Maybe they ignore the humanity of Jesus and instead call him a foreigner.
He’s not like us, they say.
Maybe they should even ban him coming in altogether.
We need to take care of ourselves – they say – that’s what we should do.

Imagine if this is the way the people in Egypt responded.
What would we think of them?

That is the world Christ is born into.
And – and this is important – this is still the world Christ is born into.
When we gather and celebrate Christ coming into the world we can all acknowledge that even today the world is not warm and peaceful and glowing.
The world today is still broken, still angry, still fearful.
And when Christ comes into this world – the gospel today reminds us exactly where Christ is.
He is not with the person in power.
He is not helping or acting on behalf of the person in power.
No.
His very life is threatened and he makes a run for safety.
Christ, Emmanuel, God with us, is a refugee.

 

We shouldn’t pick sides…Maybe that’s what you’re thinking today.
That I’ve picked a side.
And my response is you bet I have.
So should you.
Because God has already picked a side.
And it’s not here.
It’s not in this room.
It’s with those to whom his coming is good news.
And today – the good news is for the refugee.  

Anglican priest Joy Carroll Wallis once said that
“We Christians like to talk about putting Christ back into Christmas, but let’s not forget to put Herod back into Christmas. Herod represents the dark side of the gospel. He reminds us that Jesus didn’t enter a world of sparkly Christmas cards or a world of warm spiritual sentiment. Jesus enters a world of real pain, of serious dysfunction, a world of brokenness and political oppression. Jesus was born an outcast, a homeless person, a refugee, and finally he becomes a victim to the powers that be. Jesus is the perfect savior for outcasts, refugees, and nobodies.”

Today’s Gospel is messy.
It’s not warm and cozy.
It’s violent and angry and hard to hear.

But it’s a reminder that God didn’t enter a perfect world.
It’s a reminder that God isn’t just with us in the warm cozy joyful moments, but that when God came to be with us God entered a broken, violent, messed up world too.
Then and now.
God is with us in all of it.

So here we are.
Welcoming Christ into the world yet again.
As we heard on Christmas – “for unto YOU is born a savior”
You.
Me.
Christ has come to us, for all of us.
For the whole world.
Only now we know how the story ends.
For we move from the beginning of the good news, the “for you” found in that little baby in a manger,
to the rest of it – for it was on the night on which he was betrayed, when our lord Jesus took bread, broke it, gave it to the disciples and said, take and eat, this is my body, broken for YOU.

 

 

End of worship closing:

So on this first day of 2017, as we start to think about the things we want to resolve to be or do in the coming year – I want you to try a new kind of resolution with me.
Can we try this together?

I want us to resolve to look for Jesus in the world around us…in those who are on the outside, who feel oppressed, who are fearful, who are hurting.  

I want us to resolve to try harder to understand our world is not the whole world. To understand that if we’re honest, we look for Christ where we’re comfortable going, and not necessarily where he really is.

I want us to resolve to be the love of God in the world – no matter who we are with, where we go, or who we encounter.

Christ has shown us which side he is on.
Let’s resolve to be with Christ, as Christ has already resolved to be with us.

There are a few organizations that do important and helpful and ethical work with refugees – right now, on the ground, in Aleppo. Please consider giving them your support:

* Lutheran World Relief

* Pre-Emptive Love

* White Helmets

* Doctors Without Borders

* Save the Children

* Together Rising


Uplift – December 28, 2016

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*This was posted on Dec 28, before 2017 began…*


“Do not remember the former things, or consider the things of old.  
I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth – do you not perceive it?
I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert”

Isaiah 43:18-19

If you’re anything like me, you are looking forward to 2016 being in the rearview mirror.

Only two more days and we can start over.
Yet it’s not always that easy to just up and leave the previous year behind.
As much as I want to just say “peace out 2016” and leave it in the past forever, it’s only one day different.
It’s not like anything magical happens between Dec 31 and Jan 1.
And it’s not like 2017 comes along and erases 2016.  
It’s still there.  All the things that happened don’t just go away.
Yet in two days, we celebrate a new year, and a new beginning.

 These two verses from Isaiah seem to be perfect for ending the old and beginning the new.
“do not remember the former things” God reminds us.
There are a few verses in Luke’s gospel where Jesus tells his followers to just up and follow, to not even go back to their homes and say goodbye or tie up any loose ends.
That seems kind of harsh right?
But Jesus reminds is that there is no looking back.
What’s done is done. What’s in the past is in the past.
And all things, even the worst moments of 2016, the loved ones we’ve lost, the diagnoses we’ve heard, the treatments we’ve endured, they are all a part of the past.

I know. Easier said than done.

But there’s a reason why we’re asked to stop looking at the stuff that has already gone by.  
God says to us:  “I am about to do a new thing”
Some translations even have this verse starting with “look.”
LOOK – I am making new stuff happen. Right now.
You can’t see the new thing in front of you if you are looking behind you.

2016 is almost gone. (praise Jesus)
It’s almost in the rearview..
And whether it was the best year or worst year ever, spending time looking back at it doesn’t do a whole lot of good.

So we look forward.
2017 is here.
It’s brand new.
And God is in it – God is always in it.
Making rivers in the desert and paths in wild places.
Working for us, staying with us, no matter what this new year brings.

Happy New Year Uplifters –
Glad we’re in it together!

Uplift – December 23, 2016

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“And Mary gave birth to her firstborn son, and wrapped him in bands of cloth and laid him in a manger, because there was no place for them in the inn.”
Luke 2: 7

Christmas is in two days.
One if you celebrate on Christmas Eve.
And in the midst of meals and gifts and traditions and gatherings,
it can be really, really easy to lose sight of what this actually means.
Honestly, the culture wars over red cups or saying Happy Holidays instead of Merry Christmas don’t help this either. None of those things matter.
Really. They don’t.
But I think for a lot of us, family and friends and traditions ARE important.
Part of what makes Christmas so great is all of those things.
And we shouldn’t feel guilty for loving them.
Yet all those things have a tendency to drown out the reason we gather in the first place.

I KNOW.  I just basically said to remember the reason for the season and I’m so sorry.
But as cheesy as that line is and as much as I had hoped it would never cross my lips – it’s kind of true.
Jesus was born in a manger because there was no room in the inn, and we have continued to crowd him out of our busy holiday schedules ever since.
It’s true. One year, my husband and I had 6 Christmases in 7 days over a span of roughly 600 miles.
And you know what? It was hard. It was stressful. And it was exhausting.
Sure, there was joy in there too.  We saw our families, shared meals and memories, but we didn’t get to take time to sit and be.
Be in awe of what Christmas means.
We didn’t take time to come to the manger and be present in the quiet beauty and simplicity of what happens there on that holy night.

That little baby, that tiny person, is the love of God made human.
God’s love. Right there.
That’s what we forget sometimes.
Yes we remember it’s about Jesus being born, but it’s about God’s love becoming a person.
It’s stunning and so beautiful and I can’t believe sometimes we miss it.

Sometimes music says things better than I can –
(ok most of the time)
and there’s a gorgeous choral piece by Edwin Fissinger called “Love Came Down at Christmas” that I listen to when I feel myself losing sight of this love.  (Listen here)

They sing:
Love came down at Christmas,
Love all lovely, Love Divine;
Love was born at Christmas,
Star and angels gave the sign.
Worship we the Godhead,
Love Incarnate, Love Divine;

Worship we our Jesus:
But wherewith for sacred sign
Love be yours and love be mine,
Love to God and all men,
Love for plea and gift and sign.

Love was born at Christmas.
Oh that’s just such a lovely image.

So uplifters, this is my wish for you this Christmas – that you take time.
That you find a church to attend, wherever you are, even if you haven’t been to one in awhile, and take time to come and sit and be in the presence of Emmanuel.

God with us.

This holy day is about God making the choice to come and be one of us, to be with us in this broken and messed up world.
And we can’t forget it.
Because it is this truth that gets us through the next year.

God with us.

We’ve been reflecting on darkness the last few weeks here in our weekly uplifts, and now, finally, we celebrate the light breaking in.
So go to church. Take time.
Pick up a candle and be a witness to Christ’s coming into the world again.

NO – It’s not darkest before the dawn.

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I have a rant that has been building for awhile, and it’s time for it to come out…
There’s a poem written in 1650 by Thomas Fuller and in it he writes: “It is always darkest just before the day dawneth.”
That’s the first record of this proverb that has now been used and said an untold but vast number of times.
A simple Google image search provides thousands of images behind these lines.

Tomorrow is the winter solstice.
In MN, this is when it is the darkest for the longest.
And so in honor of the longest darkest night, I’m making a plea to stop telling people that it’s always darkest before the dawn.

Now I get it, this phrase is used with good intentions.
Often to give people hope when they are in their “darkest times.”
But you guys, it’s crap.
Total and utter crap.
Do you know when the darkest part of night is?
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAMN NIGHT THAT’S WHEN.
And it’s not my opinion, it’s science.
The moment right before dawn is actually pretty light.
Have you ever watched the sun rise?
It isn’t dark dark dark BOOM light.
No, it’s a slow and gradual lightening of the sky until it’s day.
It’s not the darkest but actually the lightest part of night that is before the dawn.

So when someone is in the literal middle of the darkest dark in their lives,
when the shit has hit the fan and they cannot find any light –
telling them it’s darkest before it’s light feels like the lie it is.
Have you ever been in this kind of darkness?
It’s really dark. I mean really.
It’s scary, and isolating, and so hard.
And when you’re in it,
you KNOW,
without a doubt,
that dawn is NOT, in fact, around the corner.

So what do we say?
We have to say something right?
When a friend is in the dark? We can’t just be quiet.

Um. Yes.
Yes you can.
You don’t have to say the right thing or send them the perfect quote on the perfect background you found on pinterest…
You know what you can do?
You can bring a candle and sit in the dark with them.

I KNOW – we don’t like the dark at all.
In fact, we often would rather sort of toss a flashlight in the general direction of someone who is in the dark, and hope they know how to use it.
We say things like “let me know if I can do anything”
or “I’m here if you need me”
I say “we” because I am absolutely guilty of this as well.
I’m a fixer. I want people to be happy and healthy and shiny.
But that’s not real life.
So tomorrow, on the shortest day, on the darkest longest night,
go be the light.
Because if you know someone in the dark,
in the darkest dark,
in the middle of the darkest night,
know that it’s probably not almost dawn,
it’s not likely to be light for a little while yet,
and they might need some company,
and someone to bring the light for them for awhile.

Lastly – if you are in the dark, if this is you… know that while it might still be dark for a little while,
the light DOES and will come.
Maybe not quickly, but it will come,
a tiny bit lighter, day by day, little by little.
Gradually, and then it’ll be light again.
I promise.

Uplift – December 16, 2016

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God made the two great lights
– the greater light to rule the day, and the lesser light to rule the night – and the stars.
Genesis 1:16

The snow is beginning to fall in MN, and so we begin our final week reflecting on darkness.
So what better place to end than where it all began – Genesis 1: 

In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth.

Here’s the thing about Genesis that we miss.
In Genesis 1:4 it says that darkness covered the land – so God made light.
You guys.
When God created the world, darkness was there already.
I think this is really important.
Because it reminds me that God made LIGHT, not darkness.
God knew that life couldn’t be sustained in only darkness.
But then, God goes further.
In verse 16, it says that God made different KINDS of light.
One to rule the day.
And one to rule the night.
They are different.
Intentionally different.
Each light has a place in the way of creation.
We need both.

And both are a part of the world God created for us.
We need the sun.
It gives us life and warmth and joy.

Our planet would not be able to survive without the sun.
And despite it being called the “lesser” light. We need the moon too.
It is lesser in terms of brightness, sure, but not in importance.
The moon lights the dark, it moves the waters, and it helps regulate all sorts of life-sustaining characteristics of our planet.
(really, the moon is so cool – read this article about what life would be like without a moon)
Also the moon is beautiful.
Really beautiful.

Besides being beautiful and important, the moon does the incredible task of giving light in the darkness.
It’s different than the sun.
The sun’s light kind of obliterates any other light.
We can’t see the stars in the daytime, and rarely can we see the moon either.
We can’t even really look at the sun.
And yet at night, in the dark, that is when the lesser light comes out.
Even though it doesn’t get rid of the darkness, it does change it.

A few weeks ago, I talked in the uplift about a book the Cancer Support Group here at my church read together (Learning to Walk in the Dark, by Barbara Brown Taylor).  Another thing she wrote about was this idea of solar spirituality.  That somehow we’ve decided that faith means things are always happy and shiny and bright.
Until they aren’t.

And if they aren’t so happy and sunny, then we must be doing something wrong.
So we just need to pray harder.
Do more.
Believe differently.
We say things like “come into the light”
– as if we just tried a little bit harder, we could leave the darkness behind.
Have you ever felt this way?
Like you were stuck in a world of solar spirituality?
Where darkness is not ok, not sought out, and hidden, ignored, or explained away?
Yeah. Solar spirituality seems like a good thing, until your life gets dark.
Then it doesn’t have a lot to say.
I don’t know about you, but I think solar spirituality is total crap.

CRAP.

Yes I said crap in a devotional.
And I mean it.
Because darkness, hard things, bad days, they are not your fault.
Do I need to say it again?
When your life isn’t going the way you thought it would go,
It’s not your fault.
Sometimes life is just … dark.
And sometimes you can’t will or hope or believe your way out of darkness.

In her book, Taylor says that she thinks instead of solar spirituality, she has “been given the gift of lunar spirituality, in which the divine light available to me waxes and wanes with the season.  When I go out on the porch at night, the moon never looks the same way twice.  Some nights it is as round and bright as a headlight; other nights it is thinner than the sickle hanging in my garage.  Some nights it is high in the sky, and other night low over the mountains. Some nights it is altogether gone, leaving a vast web of stars that are brighter in its absence.”  

YES.

Did your whole being just sort of yell out YES when you read this?

ME TOO.

I think lunar spirituality is just pure truth and when we finally read/hear/see real truth our whole being reacts to it. If you’ve been stuck in solar spirituality wondering why you feel like an outside there, I think it’s because faith is more lunar.

We’ve been taking time this month to sit in the darkness, to recognize the beauty contained in it, to see and feel and notice God’s presence in it.
And yet, we also need to acknowledge that darkness and light are a part of a cycle we go in and out of rather than a place we are stuck in.
A cycle created by God.
Cycles, by definition, are movement.
This is why lunar spirituality is so beautiful to think about.
When it’s darkest, that’s the beginning of the next cycle.
There is light about to come.
And though it may just be a sliver, its coming.

So if you’re in a dark place right now, know it’s temporary.
If things are good for you, know that even if they dim,
it doesn’t change the presence of God with you.
This is the way life really feels isn’t it?
Dark and light.
Back and forth, sometimes more dark than others,
Sometimes almost too bright.
And yet the cycle continues.
So wherever you are right now,
if it’s light or dark or even some kind of strange middle-light kinda-dark,
It’s all a kind of beautiful.
And God is in it all.